Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007
Final exam is around the corner and i seems demotivated to study. How how how? sometimes… i feel that, many things against me~~!! i hate that feeling, or maybe i worry or think too much? A very strange week with strange feeling, and also a strange management tutorial class. I always dream in management tutorial class, pray and wish the time could pass faster during this scarry and boring lesson because i always afraid being caught by the tutor to speak something which i dont feel interest at all infront of the class and facing a bunch of friends that i dont really close. And finally, things that i hate are usually unavoidable… finally this day comes to me, the tutor call out my name again and ask me to speak something =.= i cant manage to speak well and feel quite embarrasing. Okay, although this class i feel quite embarrasing, but is also the 1st time that the tutor say something which capture my attention. Nothing much, just a sentence that i really like it, it might happened to everyone… i wonder it really happened to me before? maybe yes but just i din realize it…. can anyone realize it? the sentence goes like this, i rephrase it "THE MOMENT YOU EXPECT SOMETHING, NOTHING HAPPEN; THE MOMENT YOU LET GO, SOMETHING HAPPEN!!!"
hmm….. quite agree with it, and i really hope it can reflect in my life sometimes…… anyone, spend some time diguest the meaning, think back of your past, weather this sentence ever reflect in your pass experience or not….
of course, for certain things, i expect for it, i hope for it, i wish for it, although nothing still happen; but i still wish it could happen without needing to have the moment to let go….
真矛盾!!
