一段感情的路上~难免会有一些波折。。。也许因为这些风波，一段美丽的爱情不再完美，思想会有所改变。。。
这世上有没有完美的故事呢？如果有，这段故事会是怎么发生的呢？有人说，一个完美的结局是由很多的不完美的片段结合而成。。。世上也没有所谓的完美，只有真心的接受；不是无奈的接受。。。
我无法预言以后会怎样~~我知道我食言了我的承诺~我知道我令你很难受~~我深知伤害了你~我把童话的世界弄得不再美丽~~我不想成为你心目中第二个XX，我真的很内疚，很讨厌当时一时的冲动！
也许你对我的期望有少许失望了~也许不再太信任我了~除了一句对不起，我现在无法补偿~~只希望你能给我多一点时间去证明~证明我没有下一次，证明我不再食言我的承诺，证明我不是第二个XX，证明我最爱的还是你~请给我一个对你好的机会~我会珍惜你~~
任时光匆匆留去~我只要证明的是~我只在乎你~
爱情不是一场欢喜；激情却像一阵呼吸.有些事情难道等得越久才越美丽？才越有意义。。
Its for ages that i did’nt express my fluctuated lifestyle, hmm… my last post was about……5 months ago. Okay, its time to conclude my lifestyle over these 5 months before i can forget every precious single moment that i had gone through (though i think that i would never forget this precious moment).
Okay, i’ll start to dig out my memory on december 2007… It was a boring and also a excited month because… it was christmas month! anyway, it was still no much different with previous year… i used to celebrate it in the way that i used to for all the while…. Meanwhile, still nothing fresh… life goes on…
Time goes and comes; 2007 goes and 2008 comes… im still in my study break, what filled up my remaining 2 months of study break was a hip-hop training class, not to mention about this too much because this will make every reader of this post laughing at me and think "uh… john can dance? it must be like a cat walking with 3 legs"…
However, something do happened and i could’nt explain or describe how does it happened. I would like to just quote some sentence that i mentioned in my previous post which was "the moment u expect for something, nothing happen; the moment u let go, something happen!". Meanwhile, it really reflected in my life… something rush into my life and changed me up without any of my expectation, how could this happened? but it really happened… I wonder how it stared, it stared without any realization, its like taking drug… For the first time, i feel warm… and it make my life efficient…
Its like i suddenly own something special that i never expect that i could own it in my life. Its an upswing in my life, im afraid that i can’t make it perfect, im afraid that something good is unable to last long, im afraid that i will lost it 1 day because im lack of confidence with myself. No matter how, with faithfullness, i wish i could hold it with my full strength and never ease down my afford to hold it tight… i will never let it go… i’ll prove it out~ with action~! instead of words~!
Although i never expect this could happened; before it happened, i never hope for it, i never wish for it… But now it happened and its still happening, and i will appreaciate it and never let it go… its a pretty nice moment! I wish it will going concern… and when i turn around and look behind, its really a precious moment, just like a long pathway of footprint we left behind which testimony every single moment that we walk together before…….
