Normal Story

Its for ages that i did’nt express my fluctuated lifestyle, hmm… my last post was about……5 months ago. Okay, its time to conclude my lifestyle over these 5 months before i can forget every precious single moment that i had gone through (though i think that i would never forget this precious moment).

Okay, i’ll start to dig out my memory on december 2007… It was a boring and also a excited month because… it was christmas month! anyway, it was still no much different with previous year… i used to celebrate it in the way that i used to for all the while…. Meanwhile, still nothing fresh… life goes on…

Time goes and comes; 2007 goes and 2008 comes… im still in my study break, what filled up my remaining 2 months of study break was a hip-hop training class, not to mention about this too much because this will make every reader of this post laughing at me and think "uh… john can dance? it must be like a cat walking with 3 legs"…

However, something do happened and i could’nt explain or describe how does it happened. I would like to just quote some sentence that i mentioned in my previous post which was "the moment u expect for something, nothing happen; the moment u let go, something happen!". Meanwhile, it really reflected in my life… something rush into my life and changed me up without any of my expectation, how could this happened? but it really happened… I wonder how it stared, it stared without any realization, its like taking drug… For the first time, i feel warm… and it make my life efficient…

Its like i suddenly own something special that i never expect that i could own it in my life. Its an upswing in my life, im afraid that i can’t make it perfect, im afraid that something good is unable to last long, im afraid that i will lost it 1 day because im lack of confidence with myself. No matter how, with faithfullness, i wish i could hold it with my full strength and never ease down my afford to hold it tight… i will never let it go… i’ll prove it out~ with action~! instead of words~!

Although i never expect this could happened; before it happened, i never hope for it, i never wish for it… But now it happened and its still happening, and i will appreaciate it and never let it go… its a pretty nice moment! I wish it will going concern… and when i turn around and look behind, its really a precious moment, just like a long pathway of footprint we left behind which testimony every single moment that we walk together before…….

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